. Pain
.
Pain.
It was something that had become a constant companion of Jamie
Hayter’s over the past 7 years but taken to an exceptional level the
past two weeks. Pulses of pain radiated through her body with a
steady repetition of an EKG heartbeat.
The recent hellish brawls had taken their toll. Pain had become more
than a companion, but now clung to her tightly like the embrace of
an all-too-possessive lover.
Sometimes it was a low throbbing dull. A “3”. Other times a
“pinging” ache of a “7”.
Right now?
She was at about a 13.
Because of one person.
Momo. Fucking. Watanabe.
Every time she shifted in bed. Momo. Every agonizing, hobbling walk
or ride in a car. Momo.
In the back of her mind, there was a voice that reminded her of the
other important things. The Queen of the Mountain Match at
Ascension. The fact that she finally had her chance to win a Women’s
Championship in a major U.S. promotion.
Miss
Jamie?
Sitting on a chair on an open balcony overlooking Southampton Beach…
Long Island… is Jamie Hayter. Dressed down in a “LARIAT ATTACK!”
black t-shirt, black yoga tights, and a pair of white sneakers, she
sits with her hair up in a ponytail. Her eyes are fixated on the
rolling in waves that crash against the shore. Evoking a thought of
an endless battle and siege between ancient enemies as the tide
continually worked to batter and beat away at the shoreline.
Fuckin’
appropriate.
Hello?!
Snapped from her internal world, she finally takes cognizance of the
whirring noise and the sound of Drake Maverick wheeling up
tentatively. Dressed casual in a polo shirt and khaki shorts, he
still has the neck brace around his neck and his legs carefully
wrapped. A thought processes in Jamie’s mind that Drake probably
must still be in a lot of pain too after being clipped by a speeding
car.
Then another thought follows.
Fuck
‘im.
What?
Nothin’.
Drake wheels closer with a large amount of trepidation. Hayter is
already tempestuous and downright cruel as her normal modus
operandi. After the past two weeks of straight out brutality and war
with Momo?
The pint-sized Brit knows he might have better odds walking into the
cage of a starving lion.
So… is it
workin’?
What?
Y’know? Bein’
in Southampton? A touch o’ home.
Jamie rolls her eyes while reaching for a mug of steaming hot
coffee. As the waves keep crashing in, she lifts it in the air,
pausing as she looks at Drake with a malicious thought to perhaps
throw it on him for such a stupid question. But the inclination
passes and she figures scalding him isn’t worth the hassle.
Taking a sip, she lets the hot, bitter drink flow down her throat
with her eyes closed before opening them again and staring at her…
manager? Advocate? Pest? She still doesn’t know what to consider
him.
The only
fuckin’ thing similar between this Yank shitshow and home is the
name, a coast, and they speak some form of the same fuckin’
language.
It’s the
symbolism luv! The idea of ye ‘comin’ home’ to prep for the biggest
match of ya life! Queen of the Mountain! Madison Square Gahden! Get
ya’self in the mindframe of bein’ centered and calm—ack!
Drake is cut off as Jamie, despite the pain, snatches his shirt and
pulls him close. There’s a ‘boiling beneath the surface’ expression
in her calm visage as she stares at him.
You think I
need ta be centered and fuckin’ calm? Want me to chat “Serenity
Now!” or some bullshite?
I
mean if it—ack!
Drake groans in pain as he’s whiplashed again.
The
only fuckin’ thing I’m centered on is makin’ sure Momo goes back to
Japan in a body bag.
Jamie releases Drake who snaps back into his Shoprider Streamer
Sport. Wincing and groaning, he carefully cricks his neck,
attempting to check for any additional injury as he hears (and
feels) a hard *pop* in his neck and he whimpers.
However, seeing how wound tight and murderous Jamie is, he realizes
that will have to discard that concern for now and focus on the
bigger matter.
Miss Jamie! I
understand ya want… really, really, want… vengeance on Momo. I’d
love nothin’ better than ta see ya drag ‘er by the hair and toss her
into the garbage along with that buggerin’ bastard Sonny Onoo! But
there’s bigger things at stake!
Drake wheels closer, as he pulls out his smartphone, showing Jamie a
picture of the WLCW Women’s Title.
You’re on the
verge of gettin’ what ya wanted! You literally become Queen of the
Mountain if ya win that match and seize the gold!
Drake looks incredibly hopeful and motivated with a sparkle in his
eyes that downright disturbs Hayter.
Endorsement
deals! Commercials! Movie Roles! Stops on Oprah!
Oprah
ain’t even on TV anymore ya fuckin’ daffy wankah!
…Dr. Phil? I
mean, ye do got a lot of rage issues…
With a gaze that would rival being at ground zero of a nuclear
blast, Hayter glares at Drake and makes the smaller man shrink back.
Okay. Maybe
not. But the point remains ya are on the verge of becomin’ a mega
stah! Which means a large flush to our…
Drake notices another hard gaze from Jamie.
Uh…
YOUR bank account and the recognition ye so richly deserve! But it
won’t happen if while ya bashin’ that tart Momo’s skull in, ya
aren’t payin’ attention ta what Hikari, Julia, or worst of all,
SASHA could steal the time from ya clutches! It’s already bad enough
you’re startin’ disadvantaged by havin’ ta make ya’self eligible
first! Which is even more reason ta pin Momo fast since she’s
eligible but keep ya eye on Julia since she is as well! Ya can’t
have it go wrong in ya big moment!
Drake pauses as a thought comes to his mind.
Speakin’
of things goin’ wrong. Poor Rok-C. Bloody poor luck there. Reminds
me I better call Booka’ T and make sure he’s not stole the shampoo
commercial spot I’ve been negotiatin’ fer after Ascension.
As Drake rattles on about banal things such as shampoo commercials
with Booker T, “Funime” parties with Act Yusakawa, and his wife?
Jamie leans her head back and closes her eyes.
Images of the past 24 months float through her mind as she thinks on
the various trials and tribulations.
One moment? Part of Oedo Tai, doing her thing with her girl Bea in
Stardom.
The next? COVID hits and everything shuts down and she’s stuck in
her Japanese apartment twiddling her thumbs.
Worst? Hana
Kimura.
To this day, Hayter remains unsure how she felt about the girl
personally, but there was no denying Hana was on her way to becoming
the next major star of Stardom.
And even if that wasn’t the case. A shocking suicide always has its
ripple effects to those adjacent. Even a raging, mean bitch like
Jamie Hayter.
Yet, she made something of herself despite the world falling to
shit.
Isolation was spent in hard training, working off some of the thick
padding that appealed to some fans but wasn’t doing her favors in
terms of rising the ladder. Flab turned to sculpted muscle via hours
of sweat-ridden intense workouts.
Jamie Hayter forged herself anew. A true powerhouse waiting to knock
the blockheads off of any cunt stupid enough to get in her way.
*muttering*
Except for the fuckin’ game.
The game. Politics. “Business”. Whatever you wanted to call it? It
was all bullshite.
A muscular body and ability to carry any minger with quarter the
skill through a decent match wasn’t enough to break into the U.S.
Jamie had to have a friend with an in. And that friend happened to
be Britt Baker.
But the cost was what it always was in these situations.
Be the muscle. Be the enforcer.
Help the superstar steal wins and eat the pins when said superstar
inevitably fucked up.
Be the shadow. Be the second spot.
Wrestling tale as old as the industry itself… or at least since the
1980s.
“Be the Wardlow
to my MJF.”
She could practically feel the scheming smirk and smarm from Britt
on the initial phone call. Promises of fame and fortune. To be fair,
the “fortune” had partially come. No one was throwing out the huge
six-figure checks that Tony Khan was.
Still…
I’m no one’s
fuckin’ Wardlow.
What?
Drake queried as Jamie’s inner thought burst outward without her
awareness.
Nothin’. Just
thinkin’ that I didn’t work this fuckin’ hard, split from me girl
Bea, come to America, and deal with all those other bollocks in AEW…
just ta wind up in the same fuckin’ place I left in Japan. Stuck
bein’ the fuckin’ gaijin that’s eatin’ shite from fuckin’ sawed off
runt Joshi daft cows who followed me ‘ere.
Jamie’s hand trembles as she tries to control the pent-up rage. It’s
a desperate, screaming voice that wants to erupt like a volcano and
send her into a tirade that would most likely lead to a smashed and
wrecked hotel room.
Thankfully for her? The pain is there to remind her to chillout.
*subdued*
Ichiban.
Drake tilts his head before he squeaks in pain.
Come again?
*eyeroll*
Means “Number One!” in Japanese. Me and Bea used to scream it to the
top of our lungs while flipping off all those pissant, polite
pillocks in the audience. With their stupid restraint, stiff
postures, and limp wristed claps. Made us fuckin’ sick. Which is why
when she went home to the UK, I got my act together.
I swore I was never gonna be
undervalued again and was gonna leave all those tossers behind.
Become the star in front of a crowd that fuckin’ appreciated my
talents as more than just bein’ the fuckin’ gaijin sideshow!
Once more the pain returns, forcing Jamie to take a deep breath and
bring the stillness back so that the strained muscles relax and
ease. Drake just watches silently, a bit in awe at this moment of
depth from the woman who usually is busy berating him. Hayter drinks
down the rest of her coffee, exhaling a long breath before
continuing.
And when the
shit all collapsed on itself, what do I find? The same fuckin’ Joshi
twats ‘ere in the States. Tryin’ ta fuckin’ run shite like they’re
back stormin’ around the fuckin’ Korakuen Hall!
Miss Jamie!
Your temper! You’ll never heal if ya keep overextending ya’self.
What
are ya a fuckin’ doc now?
Drake seems to legitimately think on that.
Think I
played one once… but no. Just…
*raised
eyebrow* Just… what?
Well
I mean there’s a pickle sized vein on your foreh—OW!
The ceramic coffee mug goes bouncing off his skull as he falls back
but his motorized wheelchair’s sturdy base keeps him stable. Biting
his lip, he quickly turns the chair and motors away, the sounds of
sniffling and tears heard as he fades away. Jamie just watches and
rolls her eyes.
Wankah.
A week later.
Now just days away from Ascension, Jamie finds herself once more in
a gym with a ring.
The location is undisclosed, but it doesn’t really matter where she
is.
What matters is the physical pain has diminished to some degree.
Not completely gone, but now she can move without feeling like an
80-year-old who fell and broke their hip and other bones.
The pain still lingers, wrapping its arms tightly around her as
ever, but as she throws hard punches into the bag in front of her?
Even the pain is shoved to the back of her mind as much as possible.
Though as the sweat flows in rivulets down her form and she can feel
the heat rising off her flush skin from her exertions, an annoying
distraction keeps breaking her focus.
DRAKE!
As Jamie looks around, she finds no Drake Maverick. Growling in
annoyance, she begins walking around the gym. This one’s a bit nicer
than the previous dingy ones Drake found them but it still shows its
aging as well with posters of 1980s boxing matches of Mike Tyson,
Marvin Hagler, and Sugar Ray Leonard.
As she rounds a corner, she finds a motorized wheelchair in a
corner, with its back to her, and a huddled voice coming from around
it.
Honey! I promise!
Once Miss Jamie wins the title, she’ll be takin’ a show off and we
can go on a nice vacation in Waikiki! We just need to get through
Ascension! No! I’m not puttin’ Miss Jamie ahead of you! Just I need
to make sure I bring in the income to keep you in the comfortable
livin’ a queen like ye deserve!
Jamie rolls her eyes as she crosses her arms. Her foot tapping as
she decides to just witness the sniveling.
I haven’t
forgotten about your career honey! I know we need ta raise your
profile so you could be a future World Champion. Just Miss Jamie’s
got a better chance to be a megastah! What? No! I’m not sayin’
you’re a jobber! I mean… ya haven’t won a match in WLCW yet and…
hello? Honey?
Drake sighs and lowers his head, muttering to himself.
DRAKE!
And he immediately yelps and hits the joystick of his motorized
wheelchair so hard that he does three full three-sixty rotations
plus one more one-eighty before finally facing Jamie. A heavy cloud
of nervousness hangs over him as he wonders what maelstrom is
awaiting him now.
Ye… didn’t hear
that did ye?
Every fuckin’ word.
Let me explain!
I—
The fuck I
care? Your wife bein’ a fuckin’ joke of a wrestler that’s barely
above Shazza ain’t my problem.
Drake looks about to break into tears as usual which Jamie just
shakes her head.
Anyway. -Maybe-
you were right.
Drake’s waterworks immediately stop as he blinks incredulous at his
employer.
C-Come
again?
Don’t
fuckin’ make it some melodramatic shit. I said you were right, okay?
As much I got an appointment to put Momo’s ass on a stretcher? I
need to keep the big picture in mind. There’s too much at stake. So…
I’ll hear your strategizin’ or whatever’s floatin’ in your daffy
skull.
Say
that again?
Say
what again?
You
know that I was ri—ACK!
Jamie smacks Drake across the skull.
Don’t. Push. It.
Despite the wallop, the smaller man is re-energized, wheeling
himself forward, chin raised high as Jamie just groans already in
regret and follows.
Yesiree!
You’ll see Miss Jamie! I’ll come up with a whopper of a plan! One
that’ll make sure the only woman climbin’ the ladder and claimin’
the belt is ya! No Sonny Onoo or mystery lass with a car or anyone
else will stop Queen Jamie’s ascension! Ooh! What a tagline!
“Ascension at Ascen—
DRAKE!
*winces
as the figurative air’s knocked out of his sails*
Y-Yes Miss Jamie?
For
fucks sake, no dramatics. Keep it real fuckin’ simple alright? If
you want this serious? Then cut the damn clown show for one goddamn
night.
*pouts* I was
bein’ serious…
Jamie just ignores it and keeps going.
Just
sure you keep Kung Fu Grandpa and his coward driver out of the
match. I don’t care how ya do it! Call your buddy Booker T, get
Foley to hire cops since he was so afraid of me and Momo at the
other show, just make sure I don’t have anythin’ to worry about
besides takin’ down Momo, eyepatch tart, cheerleader tart, and… who
else?
Sasha! How can
ya forget Tha Boss?!
Jamie just looks at Drake with a raised eyebrow.
Ain’t that the
crybaby cunt who flows them tears even faster than you, threw a
tantrum, took ‘er ball, and went ‘ome?
Hey! I mean…
well.. yes, but Sasha’s an opportunist! Ya can’t sell ‘er or anyone
short in this match!
Jamie breaks into a chuckle.
Heh… good one.
…what?
Jamie stares at Drake blankly.
Ya really are
fuckin’ daft.
With that she storms off, leaving Drake dumbfounded. Meanwhile, she
stands before the punching bag and once more the clubbing blows are
slamming into the canvas. The pain an ever-present companion but
that’s not underlying concern. Nor is the thought of the other four
women in the Queen of the Mountain match and the disadvantage she’s
going to start with.
What really is clawing at her mind, attempting to pick away at her
defenses is the greatest enemy of any competitor.
Doubt.
That scheming, serpentine like voice that hisses in her mind,
telling her that maybe she isn’t the badass that she thinks she is.
That this opportunity may be just like the last. She’ll get on the
verge of literally climbing to the top, and something will
inevitably be pulled out from underneath her.
As she clenches her teeth, she pounds into the punching bag harder,
as if trying to literally batter and bruiser her way through the
creeping emotion that wants to take hold in her mind like festering
rot.
There’s a real possibility that she could fail.
That Momo or one of the others could take her out and she’ll watch
from her back as she watches someone else climb and clutch the gold
that she so deserves.
Then where will she be?
Back with the same constant companion.
Pain.
As the thought circles in her mind, she pauses mid-punch. Her fist
hovering in the air as she tries to choke the back the bile bubbling
at the thought.
Then, just as she’s about to fall down the pit of despair, a single
thought comes to her mind. A defiant hope to cling on to as she
slams her fist into the bag one last time.
ICHIBAN
MUTHAFUCKA!
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