. Pain .


Pain.

It was something that had become a constant companion of Jamie Hayter’s over the past 7 years but taken to an exceptional level the past two weeks. Pulses of pain radiated through her body with a steady repetition of an EKG heartbeat.

The recent hellish brawls had taken their toll. Pain had become more than a companion, but now clung to her tightly like the embrace of an all-too-possessive lover.

Sometimes it was a low throbbing dull. A “3”. Other times a “pinging” ache of a “7”.

Right now?

She was at about a 13.

Because of one person.

Momo. Fucking. Watanabe.

Every time she shifted in bed. Momo. Every agonizing, hobbling walk or ride in a car. Momo.

In the back of her mind, there was a voice that reminded her of the other important things. The Queen of the Mountain Match at Ascension. The fact that she finally had her chance to win a Women’s Championship in a major U.S. promotion.

 Miss Jamie?

Sitting on a chair on an open balcony overlooking Southampton Beach… Long Island… is Jamie Hayter. Dressed down in a “LARIAT ATTACK!” black t-shirt, black yoga tights, and a pair of white sneakers, she sits with her hair up in a ponytail. Her eyes are fixated on the rolling in waves that crash against the shore. Evoking a thought of an endless battle and siege between ancient enemies as the tide continually worked to batter and beat away at the shoreline.

 Fuckin’ appropriate.

 Hello?!

Snapped from her internal world, she finally takes cognizance of the whirring noise and the sound of Drake Maverick wheeling up tentatively. Dressed casual in a polo shirt and khaki shorts, he still has the neck brace around his neck and his legs carefully wrapped. A thought processes in Jamie’s mind that Drake probably must still be in a lot of pain too after being clipped by a speeding car.

Then another thought follows.

 Fuck ‘im.

 What?

 Nothin’.

Drake wheels closer with a large amount of trepidation. Hayter is already tempestuous and downright cruel as her normal modus operandi. After the past two weeks of straight out brutality and war with Momo?

The pint-sized Brit knows he might have better odds walking into the cage of a starving lion.

 So… is it workin’?

 What?

 Y’know? Bein’ in Southampton? A touch o’ home.

Jamie rolls her eyes while reaching for a mug of steaming hot coffee. As the waves keep crashing in, she lifts it in the air, pausing as she looks at Drake with a malicious thought to perhaps throw it on him for such a stupid question. But the inclination passes and she figures scalding him isn’t worth the hassle.

Taking a sip, she lets the hot, bitter drink flow down her throat with her eyes closed before opening them again and staring at her… manager? Advocate? Pest? She still doesn’t know what to consider him.

 The only fuckin’ thing similar between this Yank shitshow and home is the name, a coast, and they speak some form of the same fuckin’ language.

 It’s the symbolism luv! The idea of ye ‘comin’ home’ to prep for the biggest match of ya life! Queen of the Mountain! Madison Square Gahden! Get ya’self in the mindframe of bein’ centered and calm—ack!

Drake is cut off as Jamie, despite the pain, snatches his shirt and pulls him close. There’s a ‘boiling beneath the surface’ expression in her calm visage as she stares at him.

 You think I need ta be centered and fuckin’ calm? Want me to chat “Serenity Now!” or some bullshite?

 I mean if it—ack!

Drake groans in pain as he’s whiplashed again.

 The only fuckin’ thing I’m centered on is makin’ sure Momo goes back to Japan in a body bag.

Jamie releases Drake who snaps back into his Shoprider Streamer Sport. Wincing and groaning, he carefully cricks his neck, attempting to check for any additional injury as he hears (and feels) a hard *pop* in his neck and he whimpers.

However, seeing how wound tight and murderous Jamie is, he realizes that will have to discard that concern for now and focus on the bigger matter.

 Miss Jamie! I understand ya want… really, really, want… vengeance on Momo. I’d love nothin’ better than ta see ya drag ‘er by the hair and toss her into the garbage along with that buggerin’ bastard Sonny Onoo! But there’s bigger things at stake!

Drake wheels closer, as he pulls out his smartphone, showing Jamie a picture of the WLCW Women’s Title.

 You’re on the verge of gettin’ what ya wanted! You literally become Queen of the Mountain if ya win that match and seize the gold!

Drake looks incredibly hopeful and motivated with a sparkle in his eyes that downright disturbs Hayter.

 Endorsement deals! Commercials! Movie Roles! Stops on Oprah!

 Oprah ain’t even on TV anymore ya fuckin’ daffy wankah!

 …Dr. Phil? I mean, ye do got a lot of rage issues…

With a gaze that would rival being at ground zero of a nuclear blast, Hayter glares at Drake and makes the smaller man shrink back.

 Okay. Maybe not. But the point remains ya are on the verge of becomin’ a mega stah! Which means a large flush to our…

Drake notices another hard gaze from Jamie.

 Uh… YOUR bank account and the recognition ye so richly deserve! But it won’t happen if while ya bashin’ that tart Momo’s skull in, ya aren’t payin’ attention ta what Hikari, Julia, or worst of all, SASHA could steal the time from ya clutches! It’s already bad enough you’re startin’ disadvantaged by havin’ ta make ya’self eligible first! Which is even more reason ta pin Momo fast since she’s eligible but keep ya eye on Julia since she is as well! Ya can’t have it go wrong in ya big moment!

Drake pauses as a thought comes to his mind.

 Speakin’ of things goin’ wrong. Poor Rok-C. Bloody poor luck there. Reminds me I better call Booka’ T and make sure he’s not stole the shampoo commercial spot I’ve been negotiatin’ fer after Ascension.

As Drake rattles on about banal things such as shampoo commercials with Booker T, “Funime” parties with Act Yusakawa, and his wife?

Jamie leans her head back and closes her eyes.

Images of the past 24 months float through her mind as she thinks on the various trials and tribulations.

One moment? Part of Oedo Tai, doing her thing with her girl Bea in Stardom.

The next? COVID hits and everything shuts down and she’s stuck in her Japanese apartment twiddling her thumbs.

Worst?
Hana Kimura.

To this day, Hayter remains unsure how she felt about the girl personally, but there was no denying Hana was on her way to becoming the next major star of Stardom.

And even if that wasn’t the case. A shocking suicide always has its ripple effects to those adjacent. Even a raging, mean bitch like Jamie Hayter.

Yet, she made something of herself despite the world falling to shit.

Isolation was spent in hard training, working off some of the thick padding that appealed to some fans but wasn’t doing her favors in terms of rising the ladder. Flab turned to sculpted muscle via hours of sweat-ridden intense workouts.

Jamie Hayter forged herself anew. A true powerhouse waiting to knock the blockheads off of any cunt stupid enough to get in her way.

 *muttering* Except for the fuckin’ game.

The game. Politics. “Business”. Whatever you wanted to call it? It was all bullshite.

A muscular body and ability to carry any minger with quarter the skill through a decent match wasn’t enough to break into the U.S.

Jamie had to have a friend with an in. And that friend happened to be Britt Baker.

But the cost was what it always was in these situations.

Be the muscle. Be the enforcer.

Help the superstar steal wins and eat the pins when said superstar inevitably fucked up.

Be the shadow. Be the second spot.

Wrestling tale as old as the industry itself… or at least since the 1980s.

“Be the Wardlow to my MJF.”

She could practically feel the scheming smirk and smarm from Britt on the initial phone call. Promises of fame and fortune. To be fair, the “fortune” had partially come. No one was throwing out the huge six-figure checks that Tony Khan was.

Still…

 I’m no one’s fuckin’ Wardlow.

 What?

Drake queried as Jamie’s inner thought burst outward without her awareness.

 Nothin’. Just thinkin’ that I didn’t work this fuckin’ hard, split from me girl Bea, come to America, and deal with all those other bollocks in AEW… just ta wind up in the same fuckin’ place I left in Japan. Stuck bein’ the fuckin’ gaijin that’s eatin’ shite from fuckin’ sawed off runt Joshi daft cows who followed me ‘ere.

Jamie’s hand trembles as she tries to control the pent-up rage. It’s a desperate, screaming voice that wants to erupt like a volcano and send her into a tirade that would most likely lead to a smashed and wrecked hotel room.

Thankfully for her? The pain is there to remind her to chillout.

 *subdued* Ichiban.

Drake tilts his head before he squeaks in pain.

 Come again?

 *eyeroll* Means “Number One!” in Japanese. Me and Bea used to scream it to the top of our lungs while flipping off all those pissant, polite pillocks in the audience. With their stupid restraint, stiff postures, and limp wristed claps. Made us fuckin’ sick. Which is why when she went home to the UK, I got my act together.

I swore I was never gonna be undervalued again and was gonna leave all those tossers behind. Become the star in front of a crowd that fuckin’ appreciated my talents as more than just bein’ the fuckin’ gaijin sideshow!

Once more the pain returns, forcing Jamie to take a deep breath and bring the stillness back so that the strained muscles relax and ease. Drake just watches silently, a bit in awe at this moment of depth from the woman who usually is busy berating him. Hayter drinks down the rest of her coffee, exhaling a long breath before continuing.

 And when the shit all collapsed on itself, what do I find? The same fuckin’ Joshi twats ‘ere in the States. Tryin’ ta fuckin’ run shite like they’re back stormin’ around the fuckin’ Korakuen Hall!

 Miss Jamie! Your temper! You’ll never heal if ya keep overextending ya’self.

 What are ya a fuckin’ doc now?

Drake seems to legitimately think on that.

 Think I played one once… but no. Just…

 *raised eyebrow* Just… what?

 Well I mean there’s a pickle sized vein on your foreh—OW!

The ceramic coffee mug goes bouncing off his skull as he falls back but his motorized wheelchair’s sturdy base keeps him stable. Biting his lip, he quickly turns the chair and motors away, the sounds of sniffling and tears heard as he fades away. Jamie just watches and rolls her eyes.

 Wankah.




A week later.

Now just days away from Ascension, Jamie finds herself once more in a gym with a ring.

The location is undisclosed, but it doesn’t really matter where she is.

What matters is the physical pain has diminished to some degree.

Not completely gone, but now she can move without feeling like an 80-year-old who fell and broke their hip and other bones.

The pain still lingers, wrapping its arms tightly around her as ever, but as she throws hard punches into the bag in front of her? Even the pain is shoved to the back of her mind as much as possible. Though as the sweat flows in rivulets down her form and she can feel the heat rising off her flush skin from her exertions, an annoying distraction keeps breaking her focus.

 DRAKE!

As Jamie looks around, she finds no Drake Maverick. Growling in annoyance, she begins walking around the gym. This one’s a bit nicer than the previous dingy ones Drake found them but it still shows its aging as well with posters of 1980s boxing matches of Mike Tyson, Marvin Hagler, and Sugar Ray Leonard.

As she rounds a corner, she finds a motorized wheelchair in a corner, with its back to her, and a huddled voice coming from around it.

Honey! I promise! Once Miss Jamie wins the title, she’ll be takin’ a show off and we can go on a nice vacation in Waikiki! We just need to get through Ascension! No! I’m not puttin’ Miss Jamie ahead of you! Just I need to make sure I bring in the income to keep you in the comfortable livin’ a queen like ye deserve!

Jamie rolls her eyes as she crosses her arms. Her foot tapping as she decides to just witness the sniveling.

 I haven’t forgotten about your career honey! I know we need ta raise your profile so you could be a future World Champion. Just Miss Jamie’s got a better chance to be a megastah! What? No! I’m not sayin’ you’re a jobber! I mean… ya haven’t won a match in WLCW yet and… hello? Honey?

Drake sighs and lowers his head, muttering to himself.

 DRAKE!

And he immediately yelps and hits the joystick of his motorized wheelchair so hard that he does three full three-sixty rotations plus one more one-eighty before finally facing Jamie. A heavy cloud of nervousness hangs over him as he wonders what maelstrom is awaiting him now.

 Ye… didn’t hear that did ye?

Every fuckin’ word.

 Let me explain! I—

 The fuck I care? Your wife bein’ a fuckin’ joke of a wrestler that’s barely above Shazza ain’t my problem.

Drake looks about to break into tears as usual which Jamie just shakes her head.

 Anyway. -Maybe- you were right.

Drake’s waterworks immediately stop as he blinks incredulous at his employer.

 C-Come again?

 Don’t fuckin’ make it some melodramatic shit. I said you were right, okay? As much I got an appointment to put Momo’s ass on a stretcher? I need to keep the big picture in mind. There’s too much at stake. So… I’ll hear your strategizin’ or whatever’s floatin’ in your daffy skull.

 Say that again?

 Say what again?

 You know that I was ri—ACK!

Jamie smacks Drake across the skull.

 Don’t. Push. It.

Despite the wallop, the smaller man is re-energized, wheeling himself forward, chin raised high as Jamie just groans already in regret and follows.

 Yesiree! You’ll see Miss Jamie! I’ll come up with a whopper of a plan! One that’ll make sure the only woman climbin’ the ladder and claimin’ the belt is ya! No Sonny Onoo or mystery lass with a car or anyone else will stop Queen Jamie’s ascension! Ooh! What a tagline! “Ascension at Ascen—

 DRAKE!

 *winces as the figurative air’s knocked out of his sails*

Y-Yes Miss Jamie?

 For fucks sake, no dramatics. Keep it real fuckin’ simple alright? If you want this serious? Then cut the damn clown show for one goddamn night.

 *pouts* I was bein’ serious…

Jamie just ignores it and keeps going.

 Just sure you keep Kung Fu Grandpa and his coward driver out of the match. I don’t care how ya do it! Call your buddy Booker T, get Foley to hire cops since he was so afraid of me and Momo at the other show, just make sure I don’t have anythin’ to worry about besides takin’ down Momo, eyepatch tart, cheerleader tart, and… who else?

 Sasha! How can ya forget Tha Boss?!

Jamie just looks at Drake with a raised eyebrow.

 Ain’t that the crybaby cunt who flows them tears even faster than you, threw a tantrum, took ‘er ball, and went ‘ome?

 Hey! I mean… well.. yes, but Sasha’s an opportunist! Ya can’t sell ‘er or anyone short in this match!

Jamie breaks into a chuckle.

 Heh… good one.

 …what?

Jamie stares at Drake blankly.

 Ya really are fuckin’ daft.

With that she storms off, leaving Drake dumbfounded. Meanwhile, she stands before the punching bag and once more the clubbing blows are slamming into the canvas. The pain an ever-present companion but that’s not underlying concern. Nor is the thought of the other four women in the Queen of the Mountain match and the disadvantage she’s going to start with.

What really is clawing at her mind, attempting to pick away at her defenses is the greatest enemy of any competitor.

Doubt.

That scheming, serpentine like voice that hisses in her mind, telling her that maybe she isn’t the badass that she thinks she is. That this opportunity may be just like the last. She’ll get on the verge of literally climbing to the top, and something will inevitably be pulled out from underneath her.

As she clenches her teeth, she pounds into the punching bag harder, as if trying to literally batter and bruiser her way through the creeping emotion that wants to take hold in her mind like festering rot.

There’s a real possibility that she could fail.

That Momo or one of the others could take her out and she’ll watch from her back as she watches someone else climb and clutch the gold that she so deserves.

Then where will she be?

Back with the same constant companion.

Pain.

As the thought circles in her mind, she pauses mid-punch. Her fist hovering in the air as she tries to choke the back the bile bubbling at the thought.

Then, just as she’s about to fall down the pit of despair, a single thought comes to her mind. A defiant hope to cling on to as she slams her fist into the bag one last time.

 ICHIBAN MUTHAFUCKA!




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